January 2010
1 post
and now i go back to my own life……
October 2009
2 posts
Oh. And you woke up with a huge booger in your nose. It was gross.
You are done, and so am I. Thus was the stupidest waste of time that I have ever thrown out there. Shoulda known better. Shoulda looked deeper. Coulda woulda. I’ve learned your tell tale signs and have worked your cunning lies. You were smart, I can smell that now. But nothing is and nothing shall ever be. I’m done and so are you. There was nothing left to the imagination and that is...
September 2009
1 post
Watching this motherfucker make out with his girl makes me ponder what um doing wrong. Obviously not my hair, not my shoes. Not the glasses, not the acne. She’s good, but he’s wack, he looks like a sweaty down syndrome basketball player. Maybe I should start fucking with the Asians again. Apparently their standards are a bit lower than the white girls that I’m fucking with...
August 2009
4 posts
And on a seperate note, never call the next day. Ever. Ever
Ill forget about you in 2 weeks. I promise In the mean time, ill just be wrestling my mind into submission
Here I go again. Tripping over myself. I try to keep busy with work. But when work doesn’t keep me busy what is there to do? Work myself up over you. I could have kissed you better. You asked for another, and I stumble over that. Why? Does there have to be a why? Jesus, just get back at me. How hard is that? It bothers me the things that you say: I want to see you again, when we see each...
July 2009
8 posts
You have the straigtest clavical I have ever seen. It makes me refeet ever breaking mine. Goodbye
Wow. This would have been a lot more fun if you weren’t married. Kinds nissed the boat on that one again. REALLY need to stop being such a pussy about that type of shit. Kinda annoying and kinda depressing. And sad. Learn and nove on. Improve yourself. Take notes. Be gooder
Not to mentio that when I was walking down the street I didn’t catch a single eye. Not a SINGLE one. That doesn’t help
I think I’m going crazy. All these stories of triumph are getting to me. I can stand more failures, but the setups for failure are becoming slimmer and slimmer. He really REALLY shouldn’t have told me that. What a missed chance. Connection. Not like I really had a chance, but still. Now ill just look like an idiot in front of her. Ha, he has beaten me to the punch how many times now?...
Had a dream last night that I was working out. Having physical dreams is nothing new, especially after a day of wrappng cable and setting up and breaking down condors. But this was weird, cause I was watching myself workout. Not out of body, but watching myself in a mirror. All night I just kept doing curls. The same pace, the same weight, never stopping. Maybe I woke up when I got tired in my...
I feel like a weight is off my shoulders. Now to just get out of this burough
June 2009
15 posts
Why do smells linger? Tastes are even worse. If it wasn’t for that, this would be a lot easier to forget. Too bad you changed your mind. You really don’t know what you’re missing out on. Ho hum..
Oh dear lord yes. This is it. Its done. Sealed. In the bag. Game FUCKING OVER
Thx for deleting me. At least I don’t have to do that. Everything else I had to do, and you accused me of being able to let go too easily. Yet, this ha to be the 3rd time that you have deleted me. And that makes me happy. Speaking of wasting energy…….
LEAVE ME ALONE STALKER!!
I’m glad that I can see and hang out with friends again. I reall missed out on a lot of stuff. Everyone hated her, which is such a good thing to be finding out now. For all of the thoughts thayt I had and guilty feelings going into and out of the prison, I feel so free and energized. I love that I have the trust and understanding of all of these people again. I can’t believe that I...
I had a dream that I was walking through an orchard with a bunch of naked girls, talking about farting and pooping. One of them almost pooped on me (@my request) theni woke up
My toothpaste tastes like you. My deoderant smells like you. I hate this. I’m scared to talk to you. What is this, high school? I’m the one that said this ISN’T highschool. What the fuck has happened to me. I can’t be turned to mush. You’re not going to do this to me. I’m not gonna let you.
Blackberry messenger is some stalker bullshit
Euphoric high. THIS is fun. Last night was funny. But this is gonna be good. This is gonna be easy. This is going to be great Don’t count your chickens
I could kick myself right in the forehead
I could kick myself right in the forehead
May 2009
21 posts
I’m gonna be kickin myself in the head for a while for this one
Don’t get all emo on me now. You had fun right? Jusyt leave it at that. She had fun, we made sure that we wouldn’t tell each others exs. And that’s that. Leave it alone yea? If she wants to take it to the nexy level… But what if I wanna take it to the next level? I gotta take control. I gotta be the male right! I gotta be the one that says yes or no, and tells the tale of...
Oops
I did it. Not again, but thank god I did it
How sweet would that be when we wrap she comes to me and says “hey, sorry for being sketchy. How about we meet up later in the week?” Yea. Stupid I know. Mega stupid. But yea, that’s so deranged. Fuck all man. Fuuuuuck all
My life is definetly falling apart. Fuckin THAT girl, no eye contact, no june project. What do I have to look forward to? A happt birthday. Fuck off. Seriously. Fuck off
Leave me the fuck alone. You’re the one that started talking to me. Don’t get pissed when I don’t talk back. I’m not in the mood and I don’t care anymore. Get over that. Get over the fact that you arer not the center of my world, cause I should not be yours. I don’t ever wanna be the center of anyones world. You HAVE to be joking….. I hate having to turn...
Who wants to get sushi with me tonight……………………
What’s the proper etiquette for pursuing an exs friend? Don’t do it at all? Just don’t let the ex know and make sure the other is on the same page? There are no other factors involved, in terms of connections. Just that one degree of seperation. Could that work? I don’t mean “givemeyourheartiloveyou” relationship, but beyond the “hey, I’m gonna make...
I can get past that “what do you do//where you from” bullshit
God DAMN the girls at that romanian restaurant are bangin….
Dear Mr. Seinfeld...
Wow. Never knew how true that show rings true to all of my datinf endeavors. The pants commercial. Wow. Word for word, almost verbatim. Couldn’t have described it any more perfectly. And its amazing how early 90s mentality still holds true to modern day scenarios, regardless of social and technological advancements…
I hate the feeling that buying something will make me feel better about myself. I can’t take the feeling of rejection of jobs, and I can’t have that confidence with chicks till I get that money. What am I doing…. There is no way out of this. Everyone has add. I am no exception. I have truly blown the one chance I had. The first chance. The chance to get out of this rut and what...
No matter what happens, I just feel lonlier and lonlier…
I don't believe this
This fucking cunt. Wrap it bitch. But I forgot that you get so drunk sometimes that you forget that sometimes I’m not get there so I guess this all makes sense. I half expected to hear something like this, but I never thought that you would be the first. Talk about an ego bruiser.. WOW. You better keep more of those pills on hand cause if you don’t, who knows where you’re going...
i can’t believe this fucking guy…. i knew he wouldn’t make it on time, and look at this now.. now I look like a fucking idiot in front of my guys for dragging them into this… no amount of cigarettes can calm me down.. this ride into the city should be interesting.. it’s gonna be hard to contain myself from explaining how much of a moron he is to him, and i don’t...
