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What’s the proper etiquette for pursuing an exs friend? Don’t do it at all? Just don’t let the ex know and make sure the other is on the same page? There are no other factors involved, in terms of connections. Just that one degree of seperation. Could that work? I don’t mean “givemeyourheartiloveyou” relationship, but beyond the “hey, I’m gonna make funny faces at you” typea shit.. She knows something up.. I mean, she has to. This girl is hot, funny, fit, and probably just as bat-shit crazy as the ex, but I need something man. And I don’t just mean a job… Whatever happened to phone conversations? I’m surprised that the paint hasn’t chipped off the keys on my blackberry yet. This is getting stupid craZy reaaal fast… Is she flirting? Hey, at least she’s still talking to me… And that’s a first. Haha, but give it a week or two and see what happens then. Shell probably disappear like everyone else and fade away into the oblivionnnnnnn Why can’t I be like this with other girls? Can I talk about anything else FUCKING BESIDES girls? Someones gonna just google girls and find this. THEN I’m gonna be screwed.. I’m glad I decided to have this little secret.. This has probably helped with my psychosis and self-ramblings so that no one else has to hear this. Who really would wanna hear this? And why is the ex the only one who still calls me? Who has called me in the past 24 hours?? Ex and my dad Thaaaaats just sad…………….