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Watching this motherfucker make out with his girl makes me ponder what um doing wrong. Obviously not my hair, not my shoes. Not the glasses, not the acne. She’s good, but he’s wack, he looks like a sweaty down syndrome basketball player. Maybe I should start fucking with the Asians again. Apparently their standards are a bit lower than the white girls that I’m fucking with Thursday should be interesting. Ones taken, the other doesn’t seem that interested. Shouldn’t be that hard in hindsight. None of the matters. Just make that money, that cheddar. Its the o ly thing that actually gets you anything apparently. Its the grease in the bearings. And fuck this grip. She doesn’t care mor give a fuck apparently about what I want. This is going to just turn out to be whatever she wants it to be, and I will be forever be in service of that. I can’t do that anymore, cause I need to learn my lesson, react and move on. Let that bag of psycho move on. Wait, don’t they like the aggressive? Yea, only after they have had the ones that treat them like the world. Its been a while since the last post. Iv written a bit, and I don’t know why I’ve saved them at all. Sometimes I get scared of what actually comes out of my thumbs sometimes. I don’t want to shoot your movie, and I don’t want to be involved anymore. You didn’t put out remember? That’s that. I was saving it up and what do I get? A 47 year old. Awesome. At least its a good story. Gets a laugh right? Fuck. my. Life.